(:

2006-08-18T05:44:00.001-07:00

fucking hell this so isnt the time to get emo. >.< you could have any goddamn freaking girl in the universe you know, she'll never ever stick to you but if you do just like just stay the freak away from me i wouldn't be able to handle it

freaking bad headache.what started off as a good, good day till about 5pm has become soo perfectly bad. And all because of one sentence or inference or assumption.like.why do i let you do this to me?

man i miss so many people right now like the malaysians justin stef jonas nat! marcus chua all of em i feel like i've barely communicated with anybody in so long,i've grown so far from all the impt people in my life

BEING EMO=COMFORT FOOD=UNHEALTHY

2006-07-30T00:15:00.000-07:00

In case you needed to know, there's no tagboard on my new site.Just go to the bottom of the entry & click comment :)
do comment!!!

2006-07-28T22:48:00.000-07:00

MOVED TO
RUTHLESS.ITALYCRASHED.COM

RELINK!<3

2006-07-28T06:52:00.000-07:00

My blog = DEAD
Our physics teacher really is a piece of work. >:(
Acceptance list confirmed for atf. Braces suck. You can't eat solid food cos it hurts your teeth, which only leaves you with mashed potato and porridge which is like, eewwww if you eat it all the time.
Plus I have four ulcers in my mouth? Which gives me not really much motivation to set up my site, which is being very very very frsutrating.
But anyway
ITS THE WEEKEND =D

2006-07-25T08:15:00.000-07:00

I'm freakin tired, no way I can stay up for OC. They should just show it at an earlier time slot, like hello? >:(
Trying to figure out my site's giving me a headache and a half as well. Why's it so hard!
CD's back, finally its been waaay too long <3

2006-07-23T01:54:00.000-07:00

@&*()&*& my computer crashed on me again i swear, i hate it >:(
RHD at school was spastic, and boring times boring we basically just tested food and all. There were Bangla Aerobics or however you spell but ehhm i sorta missed that =) There was lots of food too, like the sticky thing and Muah Chee or whatever and i shouldn't have eaten both together, its just wrong.
It was quite spastic I paid 50 cents to Erin & Bea (EACH) to take pictures with them but they were so cute! We took pictures with me ray eileen liying and them two and it was like triple twins I want the picture Glen (:
After that I went to the dentist to extract another two teeth, but well at least I knew what was gonna happen this time, it was relatively painless until the Panadol wore off but I just took another one.
I can't believe Gayle's out of Singapore Idol! >:(
I'm getting braces on Wednesday and I really hope they don't hurt >:(
Yesterday I went with Laura and Mom to some shop in Taka and I forgot the name, but the stuff there is quite nice and i got 2 tops/2 bottoms and today we went to Mango and I got 2 tops =) They were quite short shopping trips, though.
I've been dying without my computer I need it back but first, I need to send it for repair. I'll be really pissed if all my stuff gets deleted.
Oh and good luck to the people who're playing intermediate, like vic and anne <3 su, diane, claudia, clare <3 All those go thrash!

2006-07-19T06:35:00.000-07:00

SINCE I WASN'T PRESENT DURING THE PRIZEGIVING, MY MONEY IS FORFEITED.
What kinda shit -.-
ANYWAY. <333> JONATHAN AND HADY (:

2006-07-19T04:23:00.000-07:00

pure volume
Friday's like Racial Harmony Day and im leaving school at 12 to extract my other two teeth.uck -.- So we have noo proper lessons then =) Today was the chinese test, it went so badly I finished early but only cos the last part was all crap, oh well as long as i pass, I was never supposed to do well in Chinese anyway. =D
I didnt like the first block today at.all. The last blog was like geog and i was supp to be a tree so i asked Avril to put face paint on me for the leaves and I ended up looking like some spastic idiot. Glen has the pic =)

2006-07-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

I got booked, so its totally no outstanding performance award next year >:( So i guess you could say it's a totally bad day, my mom didnt let me go for training on account of being totally selfish and unflexible so I'm staying at home, getting fat, not excercising till tmr. I guess the good thing is there's the Third Season of OC on tonight!Even if its at 12. I'll stay up to watch it <3>
I'm in so much trouble when my mom gets back, and i need macs now. Craving! & I think i'll go swim so at least i can feel like i excercised.
The tooth extraction was fast but painful after and i need to go back and do 2 more. The dentist is really nice, though. I wanted to do 4 at one shot that would've killed me =)
We did cooking today! Shin partner! <33
All we made were sandwiches, though and i can already tell that my cooking sucks =P

2006-07-16T05:06:00.000-07:00

Somewhere over the rainbow
Blue birds fly

How relaxing :) I've been doing nothing the whole day, just being grumpy w Laura cos she was being annoying she kept me up on the phone last night! >>:( 2 frowns hahaha. I have school tomorrow i wonder how its gonna be like. Weird maybe!
Shin for vice-capt of Tarbet, yeah!!! :D
Just watched some episodes of the first season of OC which i didnt know i missed. :O I love Anna!<3> she's hotter.
Congrats to Stef for winning again =)
I really think i should catch up with my school work. And i just realized i havent signed my term report. Shit. Shit. My mom's in a pissed mood too she's gonna totaaally freak.
EXTRACTING MY TEETH TMR so i can't go for training, or it'll bleed,ew.
I just remembered that i saw Clare& Christine at Island today while i was having lunch, she was gonna play her match. I hope you thrashed :D
YEAH i actually blogged in Proper Caps =D

I wanna run away, run away with you
Have you seen what we've become
What I've become without you

Sigh now my messenger is really screwed up, I can't IM some people or they just can't recieve it. And i couldn't recieve like, Jonas' messages last night.

I'm feeling you pull away
'Cause letting go isn't easy for me
But you'll never fly
With someone else's wings,I know

Take your sweet time.

2006-07-14T21:56:00.000-07:00

Hello =D New lay new lay i'm feeling so good.Ruthless by Something Corporate rocks!
anyway, not much been happening. i'm sorta better my sore throat just got better but now laura's sick tho i infected her =(
For open, i beat Tamsyn 64 36 60 then i lost to Shaofang 2 & 3 haha i played like shit yesterdaay but maybe it was cos she was whackin everything like winner :D
I didn't go for the sicc age group, cos i'm not fully recovered i suppose. Sigh no crystal trophy but good luck to anne tan :D and all others who're playing, tessa, clare, claudia

How the hell can jonathan be in the botton 3 for sg idol, when there are so many people who were worse than him!!I swear next time i'm voting for in he's gotta stay in =D I like Paul Twohill too he seems like sucha spas :D Sigh my phone aint repaired yet

I haven't been to school in so many days, sigh there's gonna be soo many things to catch up on + history test >:(

Tuition later, at 3 but i sorta think she isn't coming :D :D k i'm faallinasslleeep at the com now i'm hell tired from staying up last night, but i think it was worth it =) ohhhh hahha i'm not supposed to broadcast this,but, natnat's a manly queen (:

2006-07-12T06:59:00.000-07:00

just watched sg idol hahahh jonathan is so freakin good wow wow wow he's the shit (= im sweating now sweat sweat sweat it feels good to sweat the fever out/i hope i never get sick again it feels stupid

2006-07-11T22:36:00.000-07:00

played clare and i won 676464.
i hope i didnt infect you =P
freeeeak i felt dam bad when i was playing and even after taking meds and stuff i woke up and my fever just kept rising and rising.till it was 39 degrees i swear i thought i was gonna die or smth -.- my fever's been on and off its dam annoying.
the doctor gave me an mc till fri though [=

2006-07-08T04:30:00.000-07:00

hey (: i haven't blogged in forever practically th whole week.
some people blog's are so gross, and amusing too :D
today was th service learning thingy, and me and laura almost joined the look alike contest but we go hahah i think we could've won!or whatever (: derrick wasn't there!!!!
this is crap, all the songs i downloaded suck >:(
whooooops my mom's pissed that i'm failing chinese according to laura >:( she wants to stop my chinese tuition.whatever i needa find a way to pass.

the planets all aligned
when you looked into my eyes
and just like that
the chemicals react

(: for you,i will is so hot i love

2006-07-01T19:31:00.000-07:00

happy sweet sixteen to jonas
this post is for jonas tan!(= happy happy sweet sixteen and happy getting into nc16 movies as of today, hope you have a good day and thanks for being my friend (:
stay tall, cool & you do look like a bunny :P
you also suck at predicting who's gonna win for world cup football, but still <3

2006-07-01T18:35:00.000-07:00

sigh.i'm super sore today
lost to sabine 67 76 46 what the hell some four hour match,super demoralizing & annoying. it was like playing against a freaking wall but i know i could've done better.i could've won, i was 53 up in the first set and i lost and 40 down in the rubber but i caught up and it was 40-30 and i had this EASY ball, a high forehand but it went out.then i lost the sudden death -.-
go laura you can thrash her, i hope (:
today's boring but i got out of tuition, im going for the prizegiving thingy.
geoffrey's in the finals toooooo!as well as nick so, go both of them, hahaha.

i love this song, however depressing it is.
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
A fragile flame aged
Is misery
And when our hearts meet
I know you see

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists
I find it when I am cut

I may seem crazy
Or painfully shy
And these scars wouldn't be so hidden
If you would just look me in the eye
I feel alone here and cold here
Though I don't want to die
But the only anesthetic that makes me feel anything kills inside

I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists
I find it when I am cut

Pain
I am not alone
I am not alone
I'm not a stranger
No I am yours
With crippled anger
And tears that still drip sore
But I do not want to be afraid
I do not want to die inside just to breathe in
I'm tired of feeling so numb
Relief exists I found it when I was cut

depressing.but the tune's nice [:

2006-06-30T23:04:00.000-07:00

!)(*@!#%!!! i can't remem the name of the song that plays at the end of every si: swimsuit model search ep.
someone pls tell me (=
AND ALICIA WON!!!!

2006-06-30T06:04:00.000-07:00

school and everythings been so busy, i havent blogged for ages.
playing semis on saturday, against SABINE hahah :D oh no.oh well!this tourn's so far been stressful, played diane yest and the day before that, jean.i've been counting my double faults thirteen so far this tournament -.- but, its been waaaay good seeing like, anne and vic.love ya guys muchhh
miss lim scolded me for talking to stella during the formative today -.- its not fair i was just complaining how difficult it was, i couldnt do the last question.
oh & we have some new comp studs teacher whos really strict compared to mr koh/chia/quek whatever their names were.next week i hafta do sl, acp, and train for the open on july 8th.after school. and i havent really been responsible & mature yet -.-
our school didnt even celebrate youth day today!omggoooodddd.
three last words,
i love you (:

2006-06-27T07:18:00.000-07:00

math retest today, it was alright i just needa pass right -.-
school was stupid, physics sucks or maybe its just her nagging that i can't stand [:
training was uhh tiring.cos i couldnt conncentrate.i suppose,
and advanced tmr (:
boring post!
good luck for advanced-who's playing-tessa,jiali,jannelle,su,diane,clare,all of em (:

2006-06-25T06:40:00.000-07:00

new lay :D finally!its kinda halfway done cos my stupid com keeps freezing.
THE LAST DAY OF HOLIDAY
i dont feel that depressed cos the holidays weren't that good, but still i dont wanna go back to school & feel all depressed or whatever.stress!
didn't do much today, i woke up & went for lunch then i had chinese tuition which is the most boring thing ever. oh & is it possible to get dumber after not studying for a really long time, cos i think i have after not studying properly since p6 :D me & my brothers ate like pigs at sicc just, i dont think i can ever eat again.

yest. was a semimoviemara thingy at justins, mostly i just lazed around but we went to balmoral to eat, at the big bird place.& i saw marcus's car think he was having tui there.pity we couldnt go say hi(: then we went back and played some stupid slapping game, which i beat nat and jonas at. and su and diane were there too!& clare.my god, su is so freaking skinny & she looks so diff.pretty (: i watched the end of high schl musical, the guy is pretty hot!wow and the song rocks too.then i wanted to watch the notebook but justin didnt wanna watch it again. so we ended up watching timeline, some medevial show that was pretty good.
it was good to see nat & they all again :D

2006-06-23T05:52:00.000-07:00

it feels like i havent blogged in 2394347271718971 years >:(
my promise to be more mature & responsible isnt exactly working.sigh.
went to taka with my mom today, i got this hot pair of dkny flats.reaaallly nice.but not much else.

service learning was tiring & im sorry that i didnt do much guys, but it was so cool the way y'all took charge and all.and erin and her supposed gangsterness :D
not rly in the mood to blog now.
maybe its cos you never bothered with me or anything to do with me.

2006-06-20T19:59:00.000-07:00

The night air breathes
But not so easy as before
Did you notice
Did you take the time to listen
To my breath or to my words
When I spoke I explained my feelings
And my reasons for the way I love you
I'm getting to the point
And I feel like I do
Even more now that I'm leaving
Well, I feel just like i do when i'm with you

Notice how your every look gives me tingles
And I wonder if your listening to what I'm thinking
We won't fade away
Well, I feel just like I do when I'm with you

My feelings have not fallen away
Your my every thought yeah
Everything will go on it's own way
Everything is ok we can try to make it
Everything will go, it's all right baby

My feelings have not passed away
You're my every thought here, everything will

2006-06-20T08:53:00.000-07:00

i neeeeda sleep now & all but hahha me and stef we were reminiscing abt like sec one and the start of last year, the first day of school when all the tennisers met together and how we wore glasses and our sleeves were unfolded and all. and how we would write postcards to each other and my handwriting was terrible, and how she always complained about how tiring her training was.& how we hung out more & more & then i joined sub and then moved up and all.aww, it all seems so far away but then we got all chummy and i got this nice warm feeling =) so if stef's reading this hahha i love you stefanie tan :D best friends forever awwwwwwwww <3

2006-06-16T21:51:00.001-07:00

i'll be your sanctuary
i love that song (: talked to nat&cus last night, i gave nat sth like 63 new songs alright ;) well some of them weren't new they were really really new.
father's day tmr i love my daddy even if he's super blur, at least he's lenient and mostly lets me do whatever i want :D i feel superguilty i havent gotten him anything but hopefully if i can go shopping today i can something nice.

so lately's been reallly boring, lets seeeee.ive tuition later eww, its math its guarenteed to make me moody & all the stupid quadratic graph equation whatevers >:( yesterday was another day of stonestonestone then training.freaking boring hols since my mom doesnt let me go anywhere >:( freeeak.

this song's so dam cute im in love with it

Give me your black lungs
And your blue eyes
And we'll trade them in for a new disguise
Give me your best bet
And your worst lie
And we'll fill them in with a straighter line
You could be everything I wanted
If you just gave up on holding back
And I’ve never lost so many words
From kissing just one girl
You’ve got potential

Wait for it
Wait for nights that compliment you
Ignore the girls that just resent you
It’s easier to pretend you don’t care at all
Now wait for it
Wait for boys that overwhelm you
And tell them that you’re not that type of girl
And you would rather sit and talk about your goals

the for you i will vid is super hot, kristen from laguna beach.i have it have it :D

2006-06-16T05:25:00.000-07:00

south park is the most freaking stupid show ever & im kinda sick of that annoying kid's voice.but its so-good & retarded really :D

WATCH IT ON YOUTUBE.

2006-06-14T06:18:00.000-07:00

yaaay i survived the physical test :D
2.4-11.17 i supposed thats not very good its only what 2
beep test-stage 10 level 11 bah one or two more stages (:
pushups- 34 yaaay but i dont think i did properly
spider run-18 seconds what the heck its a four so whatever
situps-dam bad.why ):

i think that it but baahh jonas tan the pro got 20 alto (:

2006-06-12T18:08:00.000-07:00

ryan cabrera makes me sad ):
how the hell am i supposed to run 2.4 in under 10 minutes?i havent even tested 2.4 running since what last yr, since i havent run for my napfa yet. & 30 pushups in one minute & all that >:(

you might think
i dont look
but deep inside the corner of my mind
im attached to you

2006-06-12T06:56:00.000-07:00

NICK WON NICK WON NICK WON :D
& so did Nadal.yaaaay i love him and his hot forehand!it was so stressful watching him, though and my mom woke up halfway when i was watching and almost made me go to sleep, lucky he was almost finished.

trng today was quite boring, van's baack and coach alex injured himself, somehow. he dove for the ball.im getting quite stressed out for the stupid physical test, blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh clare & christine & jiayi dont hafta take it >:(

desperate housewives in 4 minutes craaap i gotta go & then its grey's anatomy, which is the hottest ever :D

chinese tuition twice tmr >:(

2006-06-10T03:49:00.000-07:00

silent hill silent hill silent hilllll :D

2006-06-09T22:59:00.000-07:00

su's tagboard is hell funny :D full of impersonators!mixed doubles on thurs, we won 2 & 3.or 3 &2 cant really remember.on friday i went shopping with mom & we went to taka and wisma.i got some stuff from fox and topshop but we ran outta time, so mom promised to bring me back.
im going to watch she's the man in like, an hour [:
im broke- $21 but as long as i have tickets / popcorn i dont realllly care.
martha young cup tonight, the knockout doubles thingy.so i guess everyone is playing right.
hell yeaaah :D

2006-06-08T20:50:00.000-07:00

stolen from clare (:

01) What is the phone brand? Motorola
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number? 415
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? [its long] haha..heard from somewhere.out of the whole camp of people that run la,hundred plus maybe.oh btw that pretty girl vaidesova lost yest!sigh..haha. [not 2nd msg anymore cos i just got a message]
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? MARCUS CHUAA
05) Who's the last person you rang? my grandmother [:
06) Who was your last missed call from? ben koh?haaaa
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Darryl same as claaare
08) What does the last message in your inbox say? heey:) im awake but i need more sleep.. still waiting
09)Who comes up under J? james,Janelle,Jay min,jiali,jiayi,jonas,josey,julian,justin,justin house
10) Go to your Sent Items - what?
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? SHIYAN (:
12) Who's your network provider? singtel
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox? 51
14) What do you have as your background? the sunset
15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R? robert loool
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3?no one?
17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have? none
18) Who's the first person who comes up under c? chanel
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have? 4
20) What do you have as your main ringtone? the way you look at me- christian bautista

2006-06-06T22:57:00.000-07:00

$@&^@!!)!(@#&*( my ares won't connect >:(

tell me that its over

2006-06-06T03:30:00.000-07:00

i love this skin, somehow :D its real simple though.
reply to tags!
hwee: GO CHECK OUT WHAT LAURA DID.THEN YOU'LL SEE =P
shin: shinnnnnie :D over the hedge is the most freaking spastic show everr you have to watch it.my kinda humor (:

i faintly remember breathing
on your bedroom floor
where i lay & told you
but you sweared you loved me more

greg went off to bintan, i miss him [: have a good trip unitaaaaaard!!sometimes its sad, cos im not as close to the people i used to be close to anymore.freeeak my playlist is full of oldold songs which are bringing back so many memories, like a closetful.

i was lookin at my archives & i found last year's christmastime. it was some kinda wonderful, probably one of the times i've ever been happiest- esp when i remember christmas shopping (stressful) & the time we met at practically the crack of dawn, exchanging gifts, love actually & going out whenever we wanted. & somehow we always ended up crashing at justin's place, watching friends & all that until my parents came to pick. not to forget all the long long long conferences (6 hours the record,) and feeling like there was at least another person who knows you even better than you know yourself. to the old gang, nat, marcus they'allll i love you guys muchhhh!!

2006-06-05T23:45:00.000-07:00

I'M BROKE.
how is it that day before yesterday i had $80 bucks & now i have like 8?
day before yesterday
Movie ticket- $9.50
Patrick & Tessa's movie ticket- $19
Arcade stuff- $5?
---------total $32.50-------------------
yesterday
prints thingy- $12
sausage roll-$1.50
haircut-$16
---------total $29.50-------------------

plus, i returned fe $10 that makes the grand total

$72.holy crap.

2006-06-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

yesterday was really quite busy (: followed laura to get her hair done its all weird now :D then while she was doing her hair, i went to kino & got all my books (gossip girl #9, clique #5, alist #2, #4, #5) crap i love them!& mommy swung by during her lunch break so she could pay for everything yaay (:
then we got bubble tea & i saw my cousins holiday shopping, they're looking for clothes for when they jet off to the maldives next week.not fair, how come they get whole new wardrobes >:( & mom got me jeans then we went to bugis so she could get her lunch before going back to work. i bought a shirt from samuel&kevin or whatever its called, & laura still wasn't done.
then i went to paragon bcos i was craving going to prints. :D & i wanted mrs.fields coookies.i got some real nice photo thingy from prints which was waaytooex ): and laura still wasn't done.
then i finally got into the car to go back to laura & she'd barely started what the hell!so i decided to trim my hair too i mean nothing else to do :D my fringe looks really freaking short.but mummy said she'll take me shopping for good on like thursday or something!i want shoes & going out clothes so bad (:
after that it was alr like 4 when i got home & i still needed to get to training.all in all i spent like what an hour at training cos i needed to leave early for DOUBLES at tanglin.
we won 2 & 3 (:

TODAY'S 6/6/06 which means the omen's out, i guess.& unlike jonas, i dare to watch it =P

2006-06-04T19:48:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the prizegiving at kallang but i didnt go :D i had lunch at the presidential room with my dad,mom and chris and geoff and ray.the dress code is real strict & they said my 3 quarters were too short.like whaat and they gave me this shitugly skirt to wear.

i looked like an english teacher.

then my daddy got all excited and thinks we should take a family trip to england :D hell yeah!and he said we can go to harrods and whatever but can only look & dont buy.like its that ex!still, i really wanna go.the other place my mommy wants to go to is vienna it sounds so exotic.

after lunch me&ray walked down to tanglin club to wait for greg.i felt like killing him i swear i got so stressed cos he took half an hour to come out.& patrick &tessa came out with him (: we cabbed to cine and met some veryveryvery large group there.like 15 people?well half of them went to watch xmen3 & me,tessa,patrick,jonas,bradley,dave,justin,ben & marcus went to watch over the hedge. over the hedge rocks its like some spastic movie <3>verminator [: we watched in the mini cinema at level NINE & when our movie was finished, we saw laura,stef,greg,kenneth,hakim,cheejun & brian going in for their movie.laura paid just to watch the clip after the credits!she shouldve watched over the hedge (:

then we crashed justins house to do nothing but the dinner was really really really nice (: we watched the descent which was a freaking scary show like the guys were sreaming too [: & during the movie i accidentally whacked jonas really hard in the ribs to which im sorry yeah!but i left before we could finish the movie, baaah -.-

talked to su on the phone last night, after so long <3 she redecorated her room again & got lotsa new clothes right, i need to go shopping.after talking to you i felt like going to topshop & buying stuff no idea why!

i'm going book shopping now with my mom (: yeah baby the clique, a list, gossip girl and it girl! i need to get all the books. then i have training & some mixed doubles thing at tanglin club.

thanks for the tags guys.love y'all (:

2006-06-02T09:08:00.000-07:00

nat&marcus are such spastic craaps :D im onna phone nowwww i wanna watch the xmen spinoff hell yeah!!

2006-06-02T07:50:00.000-07:00

my last post was so weirdly depressing. thanks su & shin & jonas, I KNOW THATS YOU :D
imagine how id look in a bunny suit.HOW SPASTIC.
anyway
conference tonight! (:

2006-06-01T23:57:00.000-07:00

i have training in about half an hour and im feeling totally drained.even though i totally don't feel like going,mummy's making me go.oh well after that i have a nice foot massage and after that i can sleep & sleep & sleep &, its time for the real holidays to begin.
i totally need a break from tennis, all this playing is not really getting me anywhere & i havent stopped playing for what since the start of the year.i need a break i think cos im getting tireder&tireder and i feel really bad cos my gpa's screwed like crap, there's no way.even if i do really well for the 2nd semester or whatever its still not going to be very good overall its that bad.besides i dont even think i will.my maths and chinese and whatever is just shit screwed and i think i have a concentrating problem, i cant concentrate on anything.i want to go away for a holiday but at the same time i know it'll make me feel really guilty like what- i dont even deserve a holiday cos i haven't done anything this whole halfyear to deserve it.i just feel like this whole half a year has been wasted on doing nothing, and never getting anywhere.even if i didnt play tennis my gpa still wouldn't be good and while i dont really care about getting that high marks and whatever, its worrying me quite alot to get so low.like okay i didnt study and i deserve it, and i just know my mummy and daddy will be disappointed.they dont even know how badly i did and there's no excuses for it, not even tennis bcos even sports people can get normal gpa's.which means they'll cut back on tennis, or at least try to make me cut back.but i dont see what good that might be cos im still gonna slack around and whatever,since when have i ever worked hard. >:(

i wanna go back to beavercreek so bad, i love that place.i havent been there in 2 years but i can still imagine what its like in the winter.i miss the skiing and falling down,the chairlifts,elkhorn lodge,getitng hot chocolate,the ski instructors and waiting for the bus to come in the morning to bring us to the mountain.but i doubt ill be going there anytime soon its my daddy's fault >:( i can still remember getting dressed in the morning, going skiing and then just coming back and watching tv.& shopping and going to the mart to get food and being coldcoldcold all the time, and being bundled up by the fireplace in the morning or lying down on the chair on the balcony and just looking at the mountain.wow, depressing i need to go there hell badly.and it doesnt help either remembering the past, or thinking what could've been every single day.

doesnt help that my tennis is the absolute worst right now & everyone's doing so well, im gonna get alot of thrashings if i keep playing like this.

f-ing depressed, baah i doubt anyone'll be able to read through that.

2006-05-31T23:54:00.000-07:00

omg im so bored.
ripped from andrea (:

How strict are your parents?
[ ] You have to make your bed every day.
[ ] You have chores.
[x] You have a bedtime. (well,supposed at least)
[ ] You have no allowance.
[] You can't have friends over unless your room is clean.
TOTAL: 1
[ ] You can't go shopping by yourself.
[ ] Your mom buys your clothes.
[ ] Your mom tells you what to wear.
[ ] You have to look for "good deals" on clothes, otherwise you can't buy it.
[ ] You can't go to stores like Hot Topic.
TOTAL: 0
[ ] You can't have a bf/gf until a certain age.
[x] You can't go out on dates
.x] You can't kiss or anything further until a certain age.
[] You have to tell your parents "how you feel about sex".
[ ] You have to tell your parents when you have sex.
TOTAL: 2
[x] You can't swear.
[] You get grounded for stupid things.
[ ] You have a time limit for the computer/video games/tv.
[ ] You have to get along with your sibling(s) otherwise you get grounded.
[ ] You have to share your room even if there is an extra.
TOTAL: 1
[x] You have to ask to go to a party/friends house in a few days/weeks advance.(YES OMG -.-)
[ ] You have to have a parental unit at the party/friends house.
[ ] You can't go anywhere without a parent/adult.
[] You can't stay home alone
.[ ] You have a babysitter.
TOTAL: 1
[x] If you talk back you get grounded/totally screwed.
[] You're not allowed to have a tv/gaming system in your room
.[ ] You can't be on the computer without someone watching your every move.
[ ] You can't have a door on your bedroom.
[ ] You have to eat what your parents tell you to.
TOTAL: 1
[x] Your parents get mad if you don't want to do something simple that they ask.
[ ]You can't swim without an adult watching you.
[ ]You can't have a friend of the opposite sex over.
TOTAL: 1Now, add up your numbers and triple the total.6x3-18%

OMG so i guess they really are lenient.

2006-05-29T23:45:00.000-07:00

my tagboard's up go click it its under my profile:D

2006-05-27T23:34:00.000-07:00

OMG CHECK OUT OUR PINK TRACKSUITS how spasticated is that =P and coach danny and caoch weber got the normal looking ones unfair! im bored now supposed to go for tennis soon.
I watched davinci code it was quite boring like lots & lots of talking and not enough action, whatever. i need to watch overthehedge haha me laura and shin watched a movie that was real good and then we took spastic neos.especially the look we're nerds one (: and it was officially pig out day or normal day :D we had macs, ice cream, popcorn, lots of drinks, drinks at spinelli and old chang kee in like 4 hours LOL.

2006-05-25T06:32:00.000-07:00

pictures pictures pictures since i havent actually talked about jakartaaa.really random ones (= mrs. __'s a bitch and a half >:(

actually only one picture. this was on the last day. SO SAD :D

2006-05-24T06:49:00.000-07:00

freaking ares is screwed.

jakarta was hell fun it rocked my socks and now its like back to school, bah depressing. but hello again to everyone back home [:

& i miss you people in jakarta(:

2006-05-12T06:38:00.000-07:00

BAHH SHIT BORED i havent even packed and laura's stuffing her suitcase, freak.

BYE PEOPLE :D

2006-05-06T22:50:00.000-07:00

baah got up shit late tdy but i just read some organzing book now i feel so ready to orgaaanize!going tuition like in ten minutes then going outfit shopping somoremore with auntie annnnie then dinner with my aunt (: yaaaye & my mommy's birthday is tmr so happy birthday in advance.
1 more
day till mom's birthday
week till marcus's birthday
week till jakartaa!<3

you were everything i wanted
we were meant to be
supposed to be
but we lost it

2006-05-06T08:05:00.000-07:00

why are people so retarded:(:
nat says:
lets have a spelling competion on msn
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:(marcus)
ok let me start
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
how do u spell
nat says:
thats got to be new
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
oblivious
nat says:
oblivious
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
lolll....... oh yeah..this is gonna be good
lyn says:
UHHHH?

then

Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
how about dejavu
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
its french, so its tougher.
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
-.-"""""""
nat says:
wait how do you spell Supercalifragilis
Sunday morning rain is falling. says:
u got me

2006-05-06T07:43:00.000-07:00

I was crying over you
I am smiling
I think of you
Where your garden
have no walls
Breathe in the air if you care, you compare,
don't say farewell
Nothing can compare
To when you roll the dice
and swear your love's for me
Nothing can compare

2006-05-06T07:18:00.000-07:00

i hate hate HATE my phone it gives me no inspiration to message at all (: which i suppose is good but it makes life so boring. baaah (:
yesterday was like fun i had SCHOOL which is always boring so whatever but i ponned the public speaking thing with a valid excuse alriiiight
then we went to shop for clothes to go overseas with with stef at wisma, but its so bloody ex.i love topshop (: anyway i pissed fe off so sorry ): dam she's still pissed at me.
we have a really nice budget so anyway after that we stopped by at sta office and we saw the sergio tacchini outfits and then we decided that it was a very bad day.saw the other twins dom and desmond at the office though they were fitting (: and we took measurements
which were even more depressing.
training rocked it was so dam slack cos marc was the coach (: and josey came back to visiiiit!after trainng we watched stef&celina super pro match & my daddy came to kallang (:
then i told him to go home cos i needed to shop for outfits!and since he's my daddy and all and he's so nice, he went home,hug!
we rushed to find nice clothes and so far we've picked up 2 nice tops. then we had an impromtu slleeepover at stef's!& i was the pig the whole day. its the best :D
we had to wake up really early cos stef had to fly fly flyyyy off to bangkok the lucky pig.she's coming to jakarta a day late though with weberr(:
oh my god i havent written a post this long in ages.
toffee ate a very nice article of clothing of mine): but who cares he''s cute enough to make up for it :D

2006-05-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

people really suck sometimes.anyway

happy birthday clare!!happppy birthdaaaaaaaay [: have a hot day/week/whatever!ill catch up with your tallness soon i swear.!!

2006-05-03T07:23:00.000-07:00

omg shouldn't even be blogging, it sucks to be me now:
email mak/jen fu
chem test tmr
geog test tmr
philo assignment

plus its 10 and i JUST GOT HOME.

where would i be without shinnie & her notes (: and LOVE to the notebook she got me IT ROCKS HARD.

2006-05-02T05:52:00.000-07:00

omg im bloody gonna get screwed by all my teachers tmr why the HELL is mrs moh pissed at me thats not fair.not my fault i skipped school
blaah STRESSING

2006-05-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

reply to tags
claud- hey there dear (:

davin- aww thanks lol (:

clare- well maybe so,haha i didnt see you at trials today!stupid skipper (:

davebala- click refresh loool

hwee- hey dear thanks, <3 your lay too!and yeah, time flies. i loved the suprise partyyyy doncha remember how fun it was & truckloads of love for planning it for me (: yeah im using the laptop nowww!

shin- but im almost an angel!

mag- thank you (:

ning&limhui&jonas&becky&janelle- thanks dears (: love to all of you!

su- hey dear baah ehmagod my tag replies are so short.

greg- dont call me that you corn. & you werent the first one to wish me but ohwells(:

OHMYGOD SORRYFOR THE SUPER LATE TAG REPLIES.

2006-05-01T03:57:00.000-07:00

chadmichael's engaged AGAIN or so stef says ): no why he's so bloody hot.
i shall put davin's link right here really really big since marcus says so (:

davin

go seee.there davin, free advertising for you go see his blog (=
played ray today for trials, 4&3. means JAKARTA here i come (:
7 days of school or so till then!
we took spas pictures before the match when clare so very rudely said no one wanted to take with me. i felt so unloved. ):
HAHA

justin bri & nat came to our house but bri had to like leave after 2.my mom sent him back but a got hot new songs (: THEN ME & RAY & NAT GOT SO HIGH SERIOUSLY EMBARRASSING PICTURES.
we took so many fugly pictures (:

2006-04-29T07:10:00.000-07:00

You're supposed to get below 60 points in total to be considered an angel!
1) Smoked
2) Consumed alcohol
3) Slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
4) Slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
5) Made out with someone of the opposite sex
6) Made out with someone of the same sex
7) Had someone in your room of the opposite sex
8) Watched porn
9) Bought porn
10) Done drugs
TOTAL: 5

11) Taken pain killers
12) Taken someone else's prescription medicine
13) Lied to your parents
14) Lied to a friend
15) Snuck out of the house
16) Done something illegal
17) Cut yourself
18) Hurt someone
19) Wished someone to die
20) Seen someone die
TOTAL: 7

21) Missed curfew
22) Stayed out all night
23) Eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
24) Been to a therapist
25) Been to rehab
26) Dyed your hair
27) Received a ticket
28) Been in a wreck
29) Been to a club
30) Been to a bar
TOTAL: 4

31) Been to a wild party
32) Been the Mardi Gras
34) Had a spring break in Florida
35) Sniffed anything
36) Wore black nail polish
37) Wore arm bands
38) Wore t-shirts with band names
39) Listened to rap
40) Own a 50 cent CD
TOTAL: 5

41) Dressed gothic
42) Dressed prep
43) Dressed punk
44) Dressed grunge
45) Stole something
46) Been too drunk to remember anything
47) Blacked out
48) Fainted
49) Had a crush on your neighbor
50) Had someone sneak into your room
TOTAL: 6

51) Snuck into someone else's room
52) Had a crush on someone of the same sex
53) Been to a concert
54) Dry humped someone
55) Been called a slut
56) Called someone a slut
57) Installed speakers in your car
58) Broke a mirror
59) Showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
60) Brushed your teeth with someone elses toothbrush
TOTAL: 7

61) Consider Mac, Dre, e40 or Mistah Fab your favorite rapper
62) Seen an R rated movie in theaters
63) Cruised the mall
64) Skipped school
65) Had an eating disorder
66) Had an injury
67) Gone to court
68) Walked out of a restaurant without paying
69) Caught something on fire
70) Lied about your age
TOTAL: 6

71) Owned an apartment
72) Cheated on your boyfriend/girlfriend
73) Cheated with someone
74) Got in trouble with the police
75) Talked to a stranger
76) Hugged a stranger
77) Kissed a stranger
78) Rode in the car with a stranger
79) Been sexually harassed
80) Been verbally harassed
TOTAL: 6

81) Met face to face with someone you met online
82) Stayed online for 12 hours straight
83) Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours straight
84) Watched TV for 12 hours straight
85) Been to a fair
86) Been called a bad influence
87) Cursed
88) Prank called someone
89) Laid in the bed with someone of the opposite sex
90) Cheated on a test
TOTAL: 9

91) Cheated on homework
92) Held hands with someone of the opposite sex
93) Been pushed into a pool
94) Played pool
95) Watched 5 hours of mtv straight
96) Had a crush on someone 10 years older than you
97) Had a crush on someone younger than you
98) Wear eyeliner
99) Skinny dipped
100) Laughed at someone who was seriously hurt
TOTAL: 8

totaltotal?lazy to count!

2006-04-28T23:25:00.000-07:00

omgaaawd im so outoftouch at doing lays,like what the hell (: todays been an okay day except for the half an HOUR wait for a cab guess no one goes on that road.
we won interschools (:
like double raffles win?lol thats super outdated anyway.open next week im playing like diane the first round!
shit the air con is FREEZING MY ASS OFF. my joints are fricking frozen & stiff.
miss you people at school!again!i'm gonna die seriously cos trials extended by oneday and blaah then missing so much school.
curry puffs are hot shit [:

2006-04-28T06:30:00.000-07:00

today was likea low/high day trials: beat clare like dam scary score (=
& lunch with justin & brian and the stupid nerdy conversation about nouns and pronouns and whatever.
justin was so hardworking he actually did work while i slept (: & training like rained out
agaaaian
TIRED SHIT.
CONFERENCE(:omg im using oneliners.

2006-04-25T17:32:00.000-07:00

thank you to EVERYONE that wished me a happy birthday.& im typing this on my HOT, NEW LAPTOP which i love my mummy and daddy for.most of all i love my mummy for the scrapbook that she made me. i wanna cry [:

2006-04-20T06:21:00.000-07:00

we played badminton today which was quite fun except the racket's so much lighter plus i whacked people (which i feel bad about) but oh no ace is out of idol ): but why he was hot [:
glen i have no idea how to spell psyche-whatever(:

2006-04-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

a freaking lizard just ran past me hello?ew.
today was book day or whatevs & our class did like aliceinwonderland & we were supposed to be like.tweedledum&dee gahh.
hamstring pull?what the f
the teachers are seriously annoying like i'm sorry that i gotta miss class or whatever & miss school but its really not my fault?so whatever.
OPRAH NOW SHE'S LIKE HOT.

2006-04-18T20:29:00.000-07:00

im boredboredbored & i just realized my whole family is sick.thats kinda sad right?i didnt even know till i saw my brother running round (: mrs mo's gonna kill me, i'm coming back on thrus&fri then skipping the whole of next week for trials, which reminds me, i gotta tell mrsyap&mak that i need pt extension & whatnots.
my mom got me a chem tutor hellyeah :D
had mathtuition this morning & i really don't get graphs at all.shinnie says mrs mo changed our seats & im SORTA sitting next to her so YAY (:
i wish my birthday would just HURRY UP and get here.so that i can get the nice,brand-new laptop waiting for me upstairs.
shit i still have to memorize that stupid chinese story CRAP.

2006-04-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

i know it was jonas bcos he has the jonastone. dont question me (:

greys anatomy rocks & the guy is like hot (: plus watching it for like 6 hours straight kinda gets you addicted.i finished the whole season in two days how pro right!
i miss you people at school.SHINNIE!

2006-04-16T22:26:00.000-07:00

light up, light up
as if you had a choice

snow patrol rocks [:
REPLY TO TAGS.
HEY RAY BEAR (:
Clare- hey there im so not donating to you maybe ill treat you though.feeling richer (:
......- you sound like jonas!

IM SICK cos ray infected me & trials next week.what crappy timing!

2006-04-15T06:27:00.000-07:00

GAHH NOTEPAD-ING my blogger's kinda screwed.so i won intermediate (:thats kinda cool.one HUNDRED & FIFTY BUCKS kaching-congrats to like clare,ju,ray,greg,jonas & all the pro prizemoney/trophy winners (:(CONFERENCE TONIGHT?i want my conference buddies back i miss them.)sneeezing like shit this sickness is a bitch.finals were ohsocool with umpire & stuff but kinda a blur cos i didnt know what the heck was happening (: prize presentation=super unenthu!this weekend feels like super long cos i ponned on friday :D i wanna pon again & I WANT MY LAPTOP BABY i hope my dads getting or got for me already, ill love him FOREVER (:HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NATHANAEL YAPi dont know why the heck he wanted a shoutout since his coool birthday is IN FEBUARY & thats trillionmillion eons ago.but nathanael yap saw corn's shoutout on blog & got jealous! :D LOL so happy belated birthday to my buddy (pink killer whale) & the ton of spasticated-shit conference calls & memorable moments& for being theremy therapy (:LOVE YOU BABY :D
i shall just write&write&write till my blogger starts working again this is some ageold skin i just used cos i was bored (: its really nothing but I MISS MY PHOTOSHOP SO MUCH.i cut my hair today the fringe is SHORTSHORTSHORT but rays is shorter. we waited for 2+ hours to get a 15 MINUTE haircut.bloody shit!

I LOVE THEM (:
feeling happy-high now i wanna conference love you guys so much (:MY BIRTHDAY IS ON INTERSCHOOL FINALS DAY HINT HINT HINT .LOLYES I GOT INTO BLOGGER
OH GOOD LUCK TO AVRIL FOR OM TODAY SORRY I COULDN'T WATCH YOU YOU KNOW I WANTED TO THOUGH WOMAN [:

i can't help it baby,
this is who i am
i'm sorry but i can't
just go turn off how i feel
you kill me
you build me up
but just to watch me break
i know what i should do
but i just can't walk away.

2006-04-10T01:39:00.000-07:00

moved [temporarily] while this blog undergoes constuction [:
HERE.

2006-04-08T05:11:00.000-07:00

1. List 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Never discuss it again.

FROM FIK BUT YOU KNOW WHAT IM KINDA LAZED SO ILL DO THIS LATTAAAA [:

2006-04-08T01:16:00.000-07:00

omfrickinggod i need a new computer or a laptop now i hope my daddy reads this or smth :D yesss we're having PIZZA tonight- im like craving. todays like some dead boring day which is why im updating so much?i NEEDA SKIN CHANGE I HATE my photoshop): yes but i finally uploaded everything onto my com meaning spastic vids are here too :D

2006-04-07T23:43:00.000-07:00

gahh photoshop's bein a friggin byaaatchhh.

2006-04-07T22:04:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TESSA AND JIALI [:

my darlings (: love you guys so much!! there are so many april babies cos APRIL IS A HOT MONTH [: ESPECIALLY ON THE 26THHH (:

ora today and the haunted house was spastically freaky. the night before after training i slept over at stefs and we did really stupid things like the prankcall video (: andmidnight swimming/truth (: i actually told the truth in truth like for once. and for once this whole entire week it didnt rain during training. though it started drizzling at one point. at ora we saw TESSA THE BITHDAY GIRL, jannelle, alot of classmates and tennis people as well (:

the haunted house queue was 3 freaking hours long. so we cut [:
the guys were waay too tall to though. and we still had to wait for really long and some girls came out CRYING so i was shit scared. well it was realy super scary except nick and chee weren't afraid of it at all. me and stef were like holding onto each other it was HELL FREAKY. except i laughed when nick was like- 'flower?' he offered it to the zombie guy and the zombie guy/girl like bit it.or something. but that was like the only thing there!the rest were just food and souvenir stalls [: I SAW DENISE SHE WAS ONE OF THE ZOMBIE THINGYS AT THE END.

after the haunted house i was sweating and we were all super stone, me ray stef nick and chee. from being tired out too much [:

2006-04-04T06:47:00.000-07:00

tired of this skin [: yay go rg we're like in the semis (: playing ijtp i think/
oh my god quizilla is blocked on this com.categorized under sex acts (:
we started dance module today it was super funny cos i can't dance!shinnie's my partner <33 chanel/eileen were so cute they were dam bouncy (: omg and aly is so pro.and alicia and candice.make such a good couple![:
the end was dam spastic = exaggerated motions. and thanks stella dear for helping me with my xiaolianbi(: or rather doing like everything for me (:

do you miss me
i hear you say you do
but not the way i'm missing you.

we finally got to train today, like the rain stopped at FIVE and we played for an hour. and i had an ingrown toenail which is prolly like the most pain experience ive had in a long time (:
PHYSICAL TEST i'm gonna die ):

hahaha we're gonna henna our hands for o r a (:

2006-04-01T02:06:00.000-08:00

laura's new blog :

hotterthanstrawberries [:

2006-03-30T19:23:00.000-08:00

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let me go
But here I am again
With nothing left inside
Know I don't wanna
But I gotta let you go

Lost to christine 75 76(10-8) what the shit i was up 51 in the first set.fricking pissifying ):
Good luck to people still in the open though.

You're the one mistake I really didn't mind
So beautiful, unmerciful
It took me down

2006-03-28T04:39:00.000-08:00

Your kiss
your smile,your mind
you're sunlight in my eyes
i miss your breath on my neck

Open was today i played shimin and i won [:
I'm playing Christine tmrw i think, or day after.whatevs (:
Inter school was postponed cos of the rain, it was like some AHNNOYING light drizzle that just didnt stop. iin the end was postponed we're playing NANYANG GIRLS HIGH :D tmrw.good luck us (:

like stay away from the two people who bite your shoulders during interschools :D

i'm not that strong without you

oh oh i got my phone which is HOT so people regive me your numbers on msn unless of course i remembered your number and i'd have messaged you already (: I <3>bluetoothing crap to each other during art.

mrs moh's daughter may have hfm disease how sad ): she wanted to know what the heck was up with our class cos we're so unresponsive (:

2006-03-26T05:42:00.000-08:00

THANK YOU FOR YOUR IPOD LEX I LOVE YOU VERY VERY MUCH :D

i dont like my science experiment.

2006-03-25T05:15:00.000-08:00

OMG i think my hair's falling out.i'm gonna be bald soon ): i finished all my gossip girls today ooh lalla their so good(: good luck to people for the open!alot of weird people playing this open.
i want my phone back
(:
TAGS
clare- crooked teeth rocks (: haha, no problem woman.
kimberly- HEY HEY <3
jonas- howd your match go? gahh i cant msg you. you played justin right [:
claudia- BABE THERE YOU GO ALL LINKED UP (:
janelle- i'm not an acsi boy magnet whatever [: hahha wahid's biased towards US so thats good.thirty bucks (:

2006-03-25T04:48:00.000-08:00

I'm in love with my song (:
Some bastard stole my phone.& my ipod.

2006-03-22T05:45:00.000-08:00

CORN WANTS A SHOUTOUT SINCE CK GOT ONE TOO.
gregory pek xiang wen (:
happy dearest birthday.love you truckloads <3
mmm.i know what you wished for for your bithday ;)
anyways thanks for being the best-est friend ever (:
and for being there for me always!
LOVE

2006-03-21T15:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GREG (:
Haha. You're my corn <3

2006-03-20T01:08:00.000-08:00

I SEE A SQUIRREL OUTSIDE MY WINDOW [: ITS BROWN AND FURRY AND ITS CLEANING ITSELF NOW [: OH NO IT RAN AWAY ):

2006-03-20T00:55:00.000-08:00

so today was the first day of interschools & we played against tc [i think] and andwe won 50 i think also!i get 10bucks from wahid cos i wonlove, i wanna collect more money than last year (: i saw all my school people, diane, su, clare, christine, shu, xingting, audrey blah.
i justrealized that our school logo has like books on it and a torch.like wth ~~nerd~~ (:
i wanna go to mg the people there are nice (: hahah and little timothy is mine [:
and i realized that
i haven't touched my work no opened my school bag
since last last friday.
slacker yes [:

2006-03-19T20:36:00.000-08:00

exactly TEN MINUTES to blog before inter schools.i dont even know which school we're playing.anyway good luck people.i think i'll see mg and tk [diane,su!] there yes yes [:
sorry for making you pissed off with that thing, janelle <3
i look like a reptile officially i'm peeling like mad.me and janelle were like th crocodiles at the pize presentation yesterday!and i <3<3<3 her topshop top very very much (:
we watched yours,mine and ours i think that was the title.it was like a funny movie in a very spastic way.spastic like CRAZY FROG ANNE [:
KILL JIMMY EAT WORLD IS MY ALL TIME FAAV SONG [:

2006-03-19T04:39:00.000-08:00

The trophies for age group are nicer this time, except the person posing in my trophy looks weird.

congrats to all the prize winners especially.spastic anne [: vic, christine, shu, jannelle, stef, greg, jonas, blah.oh my gosh corn won the phone.but he wont give me.hahha (: chee won it too!like the ex one.pro shit (:

2006-03-17T15:58:00.000-08:00

GOOD LUCK to people still in spex (:
oh my god open i got a really shit draw.
i know who jannele's guinea pig is. i THINK :D
one of th eight, huh? (:

2006-03-16T05:02:00.000-08:00

your love is amazing :D

so anyway i'm so preparing to get thrashed by the pro australian girl tmrw (: like she shoud've played under18 instead?then at least i wouldnt get thrashed so bad.anyway we already have a trophy for doubles so thats that (: & could someone please tell me who th heck jannelle's guinea pig is? so i can know what you're talking about (:

played kelly today& i won 3 and 3.but we kind of screwed up th score in the last set!she thought it was 43 and i thought i was 52 up.in th end it was okay cos i was like whatever but i was still shit scared i was going to lose, well how scary okay!congrats to the people who i saw today,jannelle jiayi christine shu vic and anne of course :D we're playing vic and anne tmrw for doubles!i hope its like a hell fun match. & good lucky to the people on th other side of kallang, anne for singles, tessa, jonas, nat, marcus, greg blah :D th doubles was super funny today,everyone was laughing during their matches.especially anne who started jumping up and down when she lost th point, like how cute okay.& shuying and her WHOOSH when the ball got whacked at her (: anyway i also played doubles against clare/yanyi, that was like a fun match (:

except now i'm so sunburnt that my face burns when i touch it ):

i just watched american idol, i was like OH NO WHYARE ACE & LISA IN THE BOTTOM THREE but as it turns out they didnt get kicked out, so yay.

i'm like some super pig cos i spent the rest of today sleeping and eating (:

2006-03-13T04:54:00.000-08:00

i need a new com (: my comp's being a real bitch & keeps screwing up messenger.and {almost} everyone in my family has laptops.at kallang tdy i didnt really see anyone besides for shimin, ju, julian foo, tessa, clare actually thats quite alot.anyway i know ju lost so good try dear (: and congrats t whoever won?
i'm shit scared of lizards and mil kept freaking me out saying there was a dead one (: if there was, i don't wanna see it!lizards freak me out. and trng was so tiring today, not tiring tiring but aching tiring.cos i forgot to stretch yesterday. is it true that once you stretch you have to keep stretching for the rets of your life, but if you dont you never have to?
good luck to the people who i wont see, playing at kallang [: nat, jonas,su,diane,claudia,patrick ,tessa,blah blah cant think of peoples names :D
link ju [:
im not training tmrw i have a MASSAGE (: like yay.
I'M BORED.TRY GOOGLING YOURSELF ITS FUN :D

2006-03-11T03:46:00.000-08:00

i'm so addicted to WISEMEN by james blunt.it's hell nice [: so today was am. club singles championships and whatever & i was a bit worried, cos i could barely drag my ass out of bed and i was like walking around like a ZOMBIE. then i had to play diane & thankfully i won i'm so relieved. age grp's next week and i'm like sleepy all the time >.< daaam. tmrw i have to play some semi-old lady (:
i changed my skin cos i was so bored, ITS HOLIDAY wahooo[: but the last day of school wasn't very good, geog plus fricking-double-booking.i actually had my name tag just didnt put it on, but whatever.she sucks(: & math i'm going to die for viva.
skipped swim carn to slack at home.i almost didnt finish my geog paper and when mrs. mo was like 5 MINUTES LEFT i hadnt started on my mcq.so i said SHIT really loudly and i think alot of people like heard me[:

OMG AYLA'S OUT OF AMERICAN IDOL.but she's how hot seriously!and the weird but nice young person for the guys.sigh!
i watched munich at home & its fricking scary&sad.like they actually showed all the killings and whatever.but still a really good movie(: except i covered my eyes whenever a bomb went off, or whatever. whee i feel like blogging (:
so tmrw AND today i get to skip chinese/math tuition cos of the club tournament.like YAAY :D my draw for age group is quite bad though ): like what-the-hell they put me, laura, jia {yi?}, vic & rachel in the same page.the other side is chriistine/maribelle then i can't think of anyone else.lucky i'm going to die and die at yio chu kang ):

i just realized that i missed top model on wednesday, was on the phone ): sigh bad conversation anyways. aiii i hate not seeing you & thats why its like this. jayla got kicked out!& i know who wins(:

2006-03-09T03:02:00.000-08:00

after all this time
i never thought we'd be here
never thought we'd be here
when my love for you is blind
but i couldn't make you see it
that i loved you more
than you'll ever know
and part of me died
when i let you go

like sigh im gonna pon swimcarn tmrw cos my mom wont let me go.& u16 girls is playing at yiochukang.they should put more age groups with us. and im still sick so sigh ):

like sometimes time seems so pass so fast and other times so slowly.these few days have been dragging ): and also on sunday i left milo in the sink overnight, and when i picked it up t pour it out a LIZARD jumped out & it was squirming and wriggling and wet.like how disgusting ): im super freaked out by lizards can.

(she's really annoying)

i left training early today and skipped physical (: and today was a really bad day in school like draggyagaain.

maybe you could not believe it
that my love for you is blind

2006-03-03T04:00:00.000-08:00

i've finally found life goes on without you

training today was slack(: but i got sunburnt like mad,stupid sunblock pill doesnt work?our school lost 23 yesterday in the semis.decider was really close-dont worry janelle cheer up i love you(:

im like still addicted to far away(:

so its gonna be like that from now on then

2006-02-27T02:26:00.000-08:00

i keep dreaming you'll be with me and you'll never go
stop breathing if i dont see you anymore-
on my knees
for one last chance
at one last dance

far away.

2006-02-18T04:04:00.000-08:00

SHIT TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD IS LIKE DUE ON MONDAY AND I HAVENT STARTED PART TWO.

2006-02-18T03:53:00.000-08:00

one thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

(: long post finally?we went to ssc today and i played for tanglin though we lost overall,that meant i could go back earlier!& tomorrows the president/convenor/prize giving thingy at sicc so i hope its fun.vic & anne are going, plus christine i think plus maybe vanessa?and tessa/jiali/yi and brian and greg?i hope.

the prefects investi. on friday was tiring cos we had to stand up for two hours though it felt like more.the teacher kept telling us not to lean on the railing.which makes it that much more tiring.and it was all the student leaders not just the prefects.i saw chengjie who looked so guai in his blazer(: and our seating position sucked cos we were right above the stage so its not like we could see anything.but ohwell.one of the dancers was really good(:

KL next week, i'm excited cos we get to miss a day of school.which isn't really that much but whatever!i can't believe our exams are like super soon.ahh i wanted to go to the funorama today cos nat and all were going but i didnt have time.

ahh ares is really screwing up,ANNOYING.i dont freaking wanna hand up my art when like i cant draw?

2006-02-17T05:24:00.000-08:00

goodbye my lover is dam sad):
yeaah i got into combined school-i think(:
why the hell do i still feel sad about you

2006-02-12T22:32:00.000-08:00

Half an hour on the com, training is soon.stef's sleeping over tdy and we're baking cookies!yay(:
VALENTINE"S DAY <3

2006-01-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

memoirs of a geisha is boring & i totally didnt get the plot or whatever,hahha.
good thing training tml is in the morning(:
i think i should just forget everything cos its not worth remembering and not worth getting sad about.its just that i cant forget or whatever.and its so hell frustrating cosi can't forget yet it seems to be so easy for you. it makes me soweird and depressed all the time.

okay whatever. i like tiny handwriting(: anyway to everyone on my board.
HAPPY CHI NEW YEAR(:

2006-01-20T05:07:00.000-08:00

heyho(: training is KILLING plus i have some stupid eye infectionahh whatever its confo. night if i can stay up(: ray had so much work to do, i'd be gloating hhahh. ~~imissyousomuch~~ haha everyones back by tonight (: yay.then my message will go up again.500 isnt enough ): nat embarrassed me today with his superhigh socks which he refusedto take off!but it was really good to see you again(:

2006-01-16T03:51:00.000-08:00

hello(: omg i think im beginning to be addicted to blogging! cos im posting soregularly(: anyway training today was quite tiring but i think i like physical now(: maybe cos i ate so much, then i hafta work it off lol.

omg school was how retarded today.like during last block science me&erin went hysterical bcos of ______ something which i wont say here cos you can get sued talking bout it!i think(: anyway then mrs tan was like would you like to go outside?& her voice was really quite ANGRY but i couldn't stop laughing.& it was so retarded,i laughed & laughed & sweated until my blouse was soaking wet seriously >.< like i ran 2.4 or something(: anyway after that i felt so weak so i had to go eat and eat which made me die during training.coach alex was like MOVE(:

we have so much work today i feel like i'm going to die.proj. runway is later (: which is really good though i know who wins.watching it makes me inspired to be a fashion designer(: ohoh i know the model who wins too!dam cool.though i think the naughty bitchy one who'se name started with m last time was pretty.but wild.all the rest look really good and TALL too(:

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HWEE omg dear lets so go london.wimbeldon okay?if not shanghai.if not bangkok or some shopping area.miss youlots too!& i can't believe the stupid market is closing??whats wrong with the people there.no morepuma shoes?):

CLARE bryan is gaaay he's just very in touch with his feminine side, right?& thats good,rigght?(:

SHIN i AM guai.naturally (:

BRYANTAN hello there pinkfreeak(: hey pink is cool ohkay!& its good you're in touch with your feminine side (:

omg i seriously love limegreen haha.i finally posted my letter to my mortal which is uh,abit late.ray's mortal was like.telling her friend who wrote a letter to her angel,my angel hasn't written to me and im going to kill her.which is kindof wth -.-"" like, be patient.i was gonna write & say her dear angel is AWAY.

2006-01-15T04:29:00.000-08:00

i have no idea why this template took so long,haha.i love LIMEGREEN (: we had so much homework this weekend.i decided i'm going to start saving up & get myself a shopping spree during march or something(:

i've been abandoned! D: laura,brian,greg,nat,marcus & justin missing you guys alotalot!& i have a huge pile or homework for laura(: i wanna go to su's to swim next week!we must,okay?then i can get a new swimsuit from TANLINES (: i want cny to hurry up and come! $$$ OH on wednesday i think i went to fos with stef after school & we got these nice shorts for 9 freaking 90 (: so cheeap yeeah.i wantmore.i think i'm addicted to cheap things!

i tried to tan tdy but after like halfanhour the sun went down ): i was reading to kill a mockingbird okay so it was productive.though after a while i got a phone call so i stopped reading.have to finish by wednesday! ): the front part's so boring.

& i don't think i got any tanner either ): general shoutout hi to everyone!bryan are you gay or not :D hahha.& HWEE yes i love laguna beach manymany!stephen is hot too(: omg my picture that i pt <- is so retarded, its the one of me sleeeping.there was the more embarrassing one that i didnt put(: oh and i dont mind going for the concert bryan but i'll have to see who's going else first k!

today was the friendly at keppel which was so retarded cos they put me playing boys u21 dubles.obviously i'd get thrashed yeah?but its funner playing guys!even though i still got thrashed(: i should've played for tanglin instead they got a SHIRT.

i finished my homework on sat lalala(: omg this post is so long.MISS EVERYBODY(:

2006-01-13T23:15:00.000-08:00

hello(: i have like five minutes to blog,haha.
i've decided to grow my hair so SLAP me if i say i wanna cut it k.haha im addicted to laguna beach again.stephen is like so hot(:
FORTMINOR ROCKS<3
my blogskins account is so annoying like i still cant validate my email.whateverr
i went shopping yesterday night!(: and i bough like hot pink crop pants which are so cute!haha i still need a bathing suit from tanlines(!!!).& sunglasses!(: for tanning and regular glasses which dont make me look so nerdy if i need them.actually i made a list of all the things i need haha.which isALOT(: i want the clique book revenge of the wannabeeees(:
i can't believe the school is changing to all WHITE shoes next year,that's crap.i want the nike funky shoes which andrea has(: omg.<--sounds greeedy ahha!
yesterday was like super loser day for me, me & stef went to cine and from the 3rd storey i nearly dropped my phone off the ledge.three storeys.then after we went to coffeeclub in paragon which is on the thrid storey of there too,and we were sitting by the ledge.and i nearly dropped it AGAIN.and the waitresses were like,laughing at me >.<
then during physical we were doing suicides and my shoelace came undone.but i didnt wanna be last so i kept running and my shoes were the super loose one.so eventually the whole thing just came off and dropped off my foot.omg i nearly died laughing!
okay tuition now reply tags laterr(:

2006-01-09T03:34:00.000-08:00

ehmygod my blog's super DEAD. ): anyway today's the project runway finale & tmrw a holiday(: went to eat at the coffee club today.me and stef took fifteen minutes to decide on dessert,thats hell long.the rain is so annoying.anyway ray's off till the 20th luckyass.& brian too!hahha mrs mohd our form teacher so - yay(: but she said not to tell our juniors thats she's nice cos she wants to scare them.thats like -.-" ha ha.im sitting right in front -.-" but i still sleep in class i dunno why(: & our other teacvhers are like.okay too our chinese teacher's like permanently smiling(: loll.
I KNOW WHO WINS PROJECT RUNWAY AND I SPOILT THE SUPRISE FOR MANY MANY(:

2005-12-23T23:48:00.000-08:00

alohaa(: MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE hahha.
yesterday was the -party at just's house.& first we watched narnia which was like.ohkayy(: and we OPENED PRESENTS and thanks for the nicest ever presents(: hahha i got lots of jewellery.& i gave cus my flower(: and everyone skipped training.i haven't played tennis since like.foreverr.& i was supposed to go today but its like raining >.< anyway yesterday was so fun, LOVE YOU GUYS LOTS.& the letters i got were super nice too.cus got me shan wee the dj's autograph(: hahhah
only justin went back to farrer.to visit?
i'm like super depressed of holidays coming to an end ): i hope i can go for the atf yupp(:
the day before that was christmas shopping and i like expected us to take forever since marcus and nat & jonas took 8 hours to do christmas shopping the other day.but they nicely came along to help me(: and i was like broke before 1 pm -.-" with like 6 bucks left.luckyy greg came and spent so much money so we got the free teapot set-> free xmas gift(:
shoutouts later k, HI to everyone.
<3(:
merrry christmas